Another few weeks went by just like that, it just feels like i am moving at a rapid pace or is it everything around me instead? I hope everything pause or rewind, i really don't want to take it back! Somehow, i'm preparing to bid farewell, so i needed some memories. My blood pressure has raised, i frowned A LOT and tears of anger were mediocre. Nevertheless, i had a good time, knowing great people, understanding the politics in working life, and most importantly, i am assured that i am going into such line. Thank you for everything Westwood family.
Chinese New Year 2010 was quite disappointing, many adults pretend to sing some praises so they can shun off the topic about red packets. As usual, 'who's that girl over there, i almost cannot remember, you've grown so big and beautiful'. (Underlying meaning: big girls don't need red packet alrd) Ah well, then as usual again, parents go oversea, leaving sis and i home by ourselves. As usual, shaun, jacklyn and gang come over to stay. I am seriously not someone who can stay through the night, and for the past years, i'm always the first to sleep:( Next yr i will try harder to be the last man standing!
Went to Ms Chen's place, and their strong relationship to share and learn, showing love through distinctive acts of appreciation, concern and care make me realize that maintaining a relationship takes effort and its much more than just 'i love you'. We all got to consider various factors before saying 'lets be together'. Its not so easy but i'm so glad that the both teachers who made the greatest impact on my life are blissfully married.:)


Had a long day at work today, then rushed off to steamboat 1, and then steamboat 2. Had a good chat, good laugh, good game with my old friends! Can't wait for iceskating+kachang!

Howdy-do!



I am soooo tired. Camp was a blast, other than scoldings here and there, i had a whole new experience being in another position. Slightly more privileged because i was able to escape the milo pond, drink coffee, sleep in aircon room, had a bed, eat chocolates, ran about and kayak with different classes, use the phone, not sleep early, and most importantly, i won't have to squeeze and fight for a place in the toilet. I think i am privileged afterall. Jaryl, Redzuan, Noh and i were more active probably because we had a smaller age gap and somehow, i thought of my sec three camp too. Like a student, i was great friends with the students, which was so weird. Like a RT, i was always entertained and braced up by the other RTs, they make my day. With such a bond established, there were several moments when i felt doleful abruptly. How am i going to face what will happen probably next month? It is harder to part.
Tomorrow is a new challenge, to face it, i need courage! ............... Hope i have it tomorrow.

With so many things going on..sometimes i feel like i'm falling deeper when it shouldn't even happen in the first place. Thirteen days ago was a like a chimera. Caught in an awkward spot, i am unaware of my vicinity. It should have a clear ending or we foresee tragedy. Without moirai, sometimes, why don't we halt. Hmm...I need to hold back the hopeless faith.