SCREWED UP PROMOS. SCREWED UP LIFE.
I deserve this. This is retribution.
I'll suffer when time comes.
Though i'm mentally aware about how screwed up i am, i didn't go home to moan after the last paper today. I didn't go home to sleep and reflect. I didn't go home and cry over what i've done.
I went to watch a movie. Its kinda like a sneak preview of the movie 'painted skin'.
Initially, i thought it was a cheena movie, beijing productions, not cheena meh? Actually planned to watch Mama-mia but it's at 4 plus, so we watched that movie instead.
Thumbs up to that movie;) Winifred, Melanie and i can be movie director. They can predict what the characters are going to do and i can predict what they are going to say.
'Am i not attractive enough?'
'No you are, nobody won't dislike you. A likes you, B likes you, C also likes you as you know!'
-PAUSE & the characters stared at each other-
(i guess) 'But all i want is you to like me'
(answer) 'But all i want is you to like me'
Haha! That kaihui joke went on several times but i still find it funny. LOL.
I don't know why but the ending part was really touching, gosh, tear-jerker.
For now...hot shot FIRST. For next week, i'll see how i die. For next next week, taekwondo grading and my full split(right i can't do it at all). For the future, i can't see light.
LASTLY, I HATE PIMPLES. THEY ALWAYS GROW AT THE WRONG PLACES.

Counting down to the end.
GP OVER
Whatever la, stapled wrong page, until the time to change those wrong info, i've missed crap loads of time. Let's see what kind of answers Max and I crapped out for summary using PASSAGE A instead of B. ARGH
CHI OVER
3hours straight of hell. My fingers ached so much i've decided to stop writing a couple of time. Robert's more pro, swear. (finished like in 30mins) lol
HISTORY OVER
I'm going to laugh at my answers. I only really started writing 45mins before the paper ended?
MATHS OVER
My fingers almost froze. They couldn't move so i stopped doing a few marks that i didn't do.


Ohhh, horrid hell.

*GULP*
She picked up her handphone and searched the contact saved under the name "DR GAN".
"Dr Gan, will you be free on Monday? At about 12pm. Sorry to trouble you. Thanks! "
She typed that message, trying to be as polite. Her message was meant to be seemingly innocuous.
*GULP*
Fearful of what the reply will be.
*DITDITDIT YOU HAVE A MESSAGE*
She picked up her phone and she gave a sigh of relief initially.
"Ok."

----before the oh-so-numb maths paper in the oh-so-freezer-like dumb hall----

"Jianrui, will be late or not?!"
"Won't la!"
& we waited...
& waited...
7.30+am, we're still stuck at the bus top.
And so, they cabbed and rushed to school with baoxian and ziting.
i will bid farewell to my phone, 3rd time late eh!

"Shenn, do you want to join me for consultation?"
"i didn't bring my stuffs"

----after the oh-so-numb maths paper in the oh-so-freezer-like dumb hall----

"Shawn, do you want to join me for consultation?"
"i didn't bring my stuffs"
Wanted to ask Louis, but he's gonna go soccering with Robert.

So she went herself.
*GULP*
Here she comes.
*GULP*
"Dr Gan, how to do this? I forgot the concept behind this."
She said,
"Do you understand...???"
"Do you fully, clearly understand??"
.
.
.
.
"This hits right back to your Olevel basic concept!!"
She felt Dr's agitation while dealing with a girl of pure dumb brain.
*DURDURDURDUR*
Jialat.
"I realised that the kind of question you asked, tsk, they were like you don't have your basic concepts. You didn't do you workings for me to see...I can see that you are just whacking your answers, basically guessing. You are unsure. You think too much on the surface. Tsk"
Not knowing what to do, she simply gave a coy smile.

So how? Work harder lor.

OMG. WHY AM I HERE? I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 麦低儿 WINIFRED.
















































And yes, i turned into a paparazzi today, with Damien's camera.
It was really fun zooming the camera to the maxxx and capture people's meant-to-be private moments. Most of these pictures weren't by me, or rather most of someone's picture weren't by me:D























This is dumb. lol!

This is why project work is scary. This is why project work makes people high. This is why project work causes sleepless(or 1/2hours of sleep) nights. This is why project work is nothing but a bulllllllllllllllllllllll. Still need to bind it, make a soft copy of it, print the dont know how many pages of it. Lastly, I need to go to school because of the sickening written report.

















I have not start studying.
I have not been focusing.
Tell me how la.

Ahhhhh yes, we had to take some pictures to illustrate examples of our physical activities proposed in school today. Can't believe i went to school, um but what did i do today? Beats me. I tried to survive and finally made it through this day.
WR's crap, Project Work is a bulllllllll. We should just eliminate it seriously. I'm still pretty high due to sleep deprivation but this tingly feeling at the back of my head will really kill. Goodnight alllllllll, its 5.25pm. I'll wake up 3/4hours later and claim my 10bucks bet! hahahha
Daphne, you rock big time:)

Out of this world.

There were no stars in sight
Then the planets are aligned
When i saw her eyes
One look thats all it took
To send me to another galaxy

She said she was on her way to Mars
Then she ran into a star
And she fell into my arms
Thank you gravity
Never let her go
I hide her UFO
She'll never have to know
She's my space girl
And she's out of this world

We were watching Star Wars
She looked kinda bored
Said she'd seen it all before
Made me wonder even more
Which universe was hers
What galaxy did she call home
(Yeah)

She was on her way to Mars
Then she ran into a star
And she fell into my arms
Thank you gravity
Never let her go
I hide her UFO
She'll never have to know
She's my space girl
And she's out of this world



THUMBS UP!


Five minutes to midnight.

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertow
But you know the places I wanna go
Cause oh oh oh
I've got a sickness, you've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan, we walk out the door

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

We could
Pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh oh like air
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

You know you wanna
Just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?
Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
We'll hold it to the wind to and see how long it lasts
We can make the time stand still

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, at five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive

THUMBS UP!

"We the kings", good band, thanks Gina!

Wanted to post this a long time ago.
Voice over: Damien

Ask me what i've been doing so far. I'm absolutely clueless i must say. Studying? Am i? Slacking? Am i? Gosh, what am i doing?
Went to look for Ms Chan for pw consultation. My heart broke, not literally but argh, why do they have differing views? She seemed so agitated too. We're screwed, big time. Its gonna be fun rushing stuffs after 1am today(yay yay, i mean it but i dont mean it). I'm afraid of the chemistry book. Yes, i am. Can i just get promos over and done with?
Oh yeah! Jerry spotted yellow and white birds in the school today! So lovely i must say again!

Winifred/Munkit/Jerry/Amir