In The Shadows Of A Loquat Tree
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Monday, July 30, 2007 8:47 AM



Explain all these?
I cannot.
Handle all these?
I could not.
Like all these?
I do not!
I do not know how to explain all the happened.
It just striked me and then i stumbled...
One by one, so many.......
I cannot muddle through, maybe just collapse a little,
but let it end please.
Is dilemma the right word?
I hate accusations so stop it.
I'm dull, i'm brainless to trust and take the rap.
I'm still one now...
I'm still accountable for all the acts, like always.



Saturday, July 28, 2007 8:33 AM



You left us and never came back on 01 Jan 2007.
You will leave us shortly.
We have a heap of QA worksheets we have not done.
We have chapters we have yet to learn.
Ugly will take over.
There's so much to cover.
In a month!
Mock exams are in 3days,
will make a mockery out of it.
You did not have faith.
Just felt disheartened by your words,
your actions. It was so deliberate.
I know, i feel, its accurate!
Either way,
prove you wrong, or prove you right, but how?
Your words, they were like, pricking.
Quite agonizing though.
I just don't understand why you're doing that?
And you, i see more of you.
Really convoluted..............
you should be gone by now........
Foolish, unwise, everything,
you give her opportunities, one after another,
to malign you?
Dumb fool, you've been indicted with ALL the sins
and you plead guilty.
You've got enough troubles but you don't know what they are!
It keeps building up, up, up
then now there's one more,
which shouldn't even be present!!
I think, the name of you cannot be cleared, seriously.
I assumed you know, you were pretty nice,
but blinded by love now,
just like any other fools that were repentant later.
A criminal record set today, sort of..
I cannot concentrate,
i cannot concentrate,
i cannot concentrate,
i cannot...

I want justice, i want peace.
I don't want anything else, let me leave.



Saturday, July 21, 2007 8:16 AM

























































Hurray for the victory!
Well done guys and ladies!



Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:35 AM



There's really something wrong with my blogger. Urgh.
I tried to change to this blogskin, yes, it looks kind of dumb, but its fine ")
Oh yeah, i don't know what to talk about, i just feel like typing.
Let me start from MT Oral, which was a few weeks ago.
Man...i was really retarded. I can't believe i said those stuffs and never said those stuffs! BUT! Seriously, i mean, i said practical stuffs, relationships cannot be stopped, how can you prevent other people from hugging on the street? Unless they fine them(which was what kintoh said & got the examiners laughing). My reading was horrible too. Am i ill-fated or what? Last person, and they simply cannot wait to leave the hall. Hopes for chinese went right down and crashed!
MT LC was yesterday, and we finally cleared the entire mt paper.(only if i'm not going to retake it)
Life is really pathetic now, no fun, no laughter, no peace and no joy. None of it.
Anyway, its really approaching..its moving towards us at a escalating speed!
It should decelerate after that..
And yeah, in a few weeks, we're like going to bid farewell.
Man...the chemical effect of zusammen after 2 years ")





I think i chitchatted all the way, one lesson after the other.
Yeah! i think i did, argh. I'm losing concentration again.
As zawani always said: How many months to Olevels and you're still playing!
Sigh....
But we came up with this:

What do you see in this?
Give some comments!
ME : i see it as 2 biscuits!

Right, if you say that this is a coconut tree, its an elephant.
If you say that its an elephant, i'm sorry, its a coconut tree

Try thisssssss.
ME : Teeth

Sorry, just did it for pure entertainment sake.
However, if you look at it at another angle, this somehow reflects our lives:D
We cannot see people just by the way they are.
You know, good=bad, or bad=good?
There can be a million intepretations for a simple picture like that.
I think that the human thinking will be much more complex. Seriously, at times, i do have evil thoughts. Do you? It links! Because when you think you know what i'm thinking, i'm actually not thinking what you think i'm thinking. So my point is.....we just think differently!
There's soo many kinds of us in us. Its just how some people see us, sometimes, bad(then it'll be bad forever). Sometimes, good(then you're lucky).
Weird, i dont know what i've said.
Right, i'm ending here.
Time flies, i have to admit, we've gone through 3 weeks of running for revup, no more, no more!