In The Shadows Of A Loquat Tree
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Friday, July 10, 2009 7:24 PM



She is worn out. After 2 weeks of traveling to and fro and meddling with additional workload of the household chores during the period of mid years, she doubts her own ability to fulfill what she has to do for this final year. Subsequently, such routine will persist. At times, she felt like giving up and she did, to her mid years because her time was spent on her mum, her brother, sister and family, to the extent that she just disappears to go home straightaway. She knows that she got to be strong and show a positive front to her mother because it aches to see her being worried as well. It is a year for her to be double stressful because one is taking A-level and one is taking O-level. She can never sit down peacefully to study or do anything because she will be needed to help out with something in the next moment. It is such a crucial period and the one above wants her to experience this during this time. She will still work for it but if it turns out to be deficient, it is probably destined. The only reason for her to appear enthusiastic and joyful is her mates who understands her plight. Yet, she is conscience-stricken and extremely apologetic for not being able to remember significant events for the peers she treasures. She has to commit in so many things and it is not possible at all. Not possible...she's just Melissa.


Ahhhh, on a positive side, I'm learning how to be a mother of 11 children.
All these will be over and Mummy will get well!