SCREWED UP PROMOS. SCREWED UP LIFE.
I deserve this. This is retribution.
I'll suffer when time comes.
Though i'm mentally aware about how screwed up i am, i didn't go home to moan after the last paper today. I didn't go home to sleep and reflect. I didn't go home and cry over what i've done.
I went to watch a movie. Its kinda like a sneak preview of the movie 'painted skin'.
Initially, i thought it was a cheena movie, beijing productions, not cheena meh? Actually planned to watch Mama-mia but it's at 4 plus, so we watched that movie instead.
Thumbs up to that movie;) Winifred, Melanie and i can be movie director. They can predict what the characters are going to do and i can predict what they are going to say.
'Am i not attractive enough?'
'No you are, nobody won't dislike you. A likes you, B likes you, C also likes you as you know!'
-PAUSE & the characters stared at each other-
(i guess) 'But all i want is you to like me'
(answer) 'But all i want is you to like me'
Haha! That kaihui joke went on several times but i still find it funny. LOL.
I don't know why but the ending part was really touching, gosh, tear-jerker.
For now...hot shot FIRST. For next week, i'll see how i die. For next next week, taekwondo grading and my full split(right i can't do it at all). For the future, i can't see light.
LASTLY, I HATE PIMPLES. THEY ALWAYS GROW AT THE WRONG PLACES.