A couple of things happened.
I know its toooo late to blog about SYF, but hey,
we've got a silver.
Its just tiny-weeny step away from gold, i believe!
We've got the potential, but not enough of efforts. A waste, a waste.
Band and guitar got silver as well, guzheng is up tomorrow, lucks!
Seems like Westwood is cursed to be silver huh.
I believe a gold will come sooner or later.
After syf, we-sec4s passed out too.
It was like a solemn ceremony. HAA, was it? Nah, there were laughter and all still, but tears join in the party too.
Its really sad i must say, although i'm often sick of the long hours of practise, but thinking back, you know the times we had together were like amazing! Its really like lovely memories we've shared.
They gave us some souvenirs, super sweet i swear.

These few days, with daphne, its like studying and studying.
I guess the lady knows my name well enough through my card to enter the study room.
Its rather tiring, and i guess this exhausion caused my 'puking thing' to return.
Alright, alright.
I'm sick of tuesday, sick of those running routes that kept extending.
I received this piece of paper at my doorstep, i thought it was another trash at first.
But when i looked at it, i got a shock, its about the CCP in china. They've done so much bad things, gosh. Inhuman creeps!! But of course, Singapore got implicated because of Lee Kuan Yew, sort of la. Tsk, in fact, is organ transplant encouraged OR not?
English lessons with Mr Lee are great. Its a blessing he returned, the next person i hope he will return will be Mr Poh. How can these teachers bear to leave us just like that? Sigh, they do bear, that's why they left. But indeed, Mr Lee's crapping can at least keep me awake for 3 periods of english. He told us about this Catholic high guy he's tutoring. This guy belong to a school with a "high" and he's behaving that way. Damn gross. I guess we just can't judge one by their school as well.

SYF day

crazy fellows! LOL

scorpion master!:D

Thanks Msfong&Mschen for all your hardworks although i know that all that you've done worth more than a thank you.
Meow&Woof are the greatest living things on earth!

Things never changed,
i just have to put on this smiling mask to face the world.
16days, coool!

Sugar, Sugar
By: The Archies (Jeff Barry - Andy Kim)1969
Chorus: Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you
Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you
I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you (I just can't believe it's true)
I just can't believe the wonder of this feeling too (I just can't believe it's true)
Chorus
When I kissed you girl
I knew how sweet a kiss could be (I know how sweet a kiss could be)
Like a summer sunshine pour your sweetness over me (Pour your sweetness over me)
Oh, sugar
Pour a little sugar on it, honey
Pour a little sugar on it, Baby I'm gonna make your life so sweet
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Pour a little sugar on it, oh yeah
Pour a little sugar on it, honey
Pour a little sugar on it, Baby I'm gonna make your life so sweet
Hey, hey, hey
Pour a little sugar on me, honeySugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you
Oh . . .Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl . . .



Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby

Hey boy, dont ya know
I got something going on, yes I do.
All my friends are gonna come,
Gonna party all night long
O yeah

I know you know,
I just want us to go
the fun we'll have
you'll never be alone

So boy wont you come
we will party till the dawn,
Listen to me.

All I want is you
Come over here baby
All I want is you
You make me go crazy
All I want is you
Now baby don’t be shy
You better cross the line
I’m gonna love you right
All I want is you...

Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby

i want you to know
you could be the one for me(yes you could)
you got all i'm lookin for
you got personality

i know (i know),you know(you know)
I want us to go, you do what you do
I never felt this way before
So boy won't you come
won't you come and open the door
Listen to me

All I want is you
Come over here baby
All I want is you
You make me go crazy
All I want is you
Now baby don’t be shy
You better cross the line
I’m gonna love you right
All I want is you...

Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over, come on over baby
Come on over

Now baby don’t be shy
You better cross the line
I’m gonna love you right
I,I,I,I,Iiiiii (carries on)....

All i
All I want is you
All I want is you
oh you make me go crazy
All I want is you
Now baby dont be shy
You better cross the line
I’m gonna love you right

All I want is you...
All I want is you
You know you make me go crazy
All I want is you
Now baby don’t be shy
You better cross the line
I’m gonna love you right
All I want is you...



Some good oldies songs!
http://www.minibite.com/oldies/heymickey.htm
http://www.minibite.com/oldies/mrpostman.htm
http://www.minibite.com/oldies/dream.htm - that man is so hairy!! but dont care about the picture, care about the song!
http://www.minibite.com/oldies/biggirls.htm
http://www.minibite.com/oldies/itsybitsy.htm - my childhood song, dont mind about that bikini girl, its just an illustration of the song.

I thought i've forgot about it!!
I'll move on, why more obstructions!!
Never will happen, never can happen.

My parents quarrel over everything. Every SMALL little things.
Just take today, they fought over a towel.
Then, when we're on the car, they fought again! This time, its because of which direction my dad should drive. Then, my dad got angry because my mom kept nagging that he should take a shorter way, and my dad took a longer route. Seriously, i wondered if there is still this so-called "love" chemistry between them.
Well,
1. They don't sleep together anymore. My dad snores too loudly, and my mom often complains that he stinks. (i totally agree, a smoke addict stench)
2. They quarrel everytime they meet.
3. They've always got opposing views. ---the food at this place taste better than the other.

They will join forces together when they scold ivan and I.
Their combined forces are super powerful.

SYF is in two days time.
Unlike band, choir got no specific goal, we didn't aim for a gold or anything.
We have not reach that stage to put our whole heart and soul in the songs.
Conductor just told us to do our best, so, do our best people!
Sops, you people really have to learn to commit.
Sigh.
Tomorrow, 5pm, ava room open for audiences, please come!







You only go against me, and only me.
You never hated her, but me.
Because in your heart, i never exist.
In fact, i only exist as your venting machine.
She is your spending machine.
Just go ahead and love her,
because she is always the better one in your heart, the perfect one.
And I,
am only a trash to you.

THIS IS INTERESTING.
KUZCO, SUPER NICE CARTOON, A MUST WATCH.




School was fine, SYF is next week.
This year SYF central judgings are gonna be stricter i guess.
All the best all estatic groups!




~you did care ☺☺☺☺☺

FORGET THE PREVIOUS POST.
REFRESH!!!

Super unlucky today,
everything bad just came to me.
I wish to be an ant, being squashed by humans, not living for more than a month.
Life would be so great then.

Who's real, who's fake?
Who bothers, who don't?
Who is who?
Why did i fall into this hollow space, why is life not going my way?
These questions made me kept thinking.
Define true mates?
Treat others like how you want them to treat you?
Why are humans the same?
Why won't we feel guilty about how we treat others?
Is there any ways we can treat each other nice?
Why are there so much pretence in this world?

I thought you are genuine not phony.
I thought you cared.
I thought you are you.
I thought i was walking on a plane platform, & life is going smoothly.
I thought they should be true to each other.
I thought they were suppose to gossip together not about each other.
I thought they find out the truth before they critic.
I thought get so bothered they try and resolve the problems.
I thought they wouldn't be petty towards each other.

You believe that I should treat others like how i want them to treat me.
I did as you told.
But i never got treated the same way.
In fact, i was treated badly, sadly.
Never faked, never tittle-tattled.
Truth is the truth, humans never change, humans do chitchat, alot.
But will we ever feel guilty doing it, no. We enjoyed saying more, because we know everyone is on our side so there will never be a time you will get backfired. Nothing will go wrong in our lives, those--- the accepted ones.
Only when I'm treated the same way, i will know how the ones i chitchatted about felt. They cannot impede what I love to do.
I ONLY treat my best friend nice, but once a clash occurs, I treat my so-called best friend worse than i ever thought.
Pretence is always presense. All that were present are pretence.

I'm confused, but i'm trying to be stronger, to take all these scandals,
to accept the reality, to feel belong when i'm with myself.
To accept sardonic remarks is not easy, just face it.

So what if we weep bitterly, such things cannot be salvaged, it only gets worser & worser.
Never trust me at the beginning, never trust me even right till the end,
because i'm utterly bad, extremely horrid.

Me, who admire your strengths.
Me, who admire your ability to forget.
Me, who admire you living happily-ever-after with your one and only beloved.
Me, who admire your ways to deal with misery.
Me, who admire & want to learn after you.
However,
i can't be you,
i'm me.


This is me, and my life.
Live your life, forget woes, live in contentment, not agony, to
my friends, my love, my beloved ones--if i ever do have.

Grease - Summer Nights Lyrics

[Danny]Summer loving had me a blast
[Sandy]Summer loving happened so fast
[Danny]I met a girl crazy for me
[Sandy]Met a boy cute as can be
[Both]Summer days drifting away, to oh oh the summer nights
[Guys]Well-a well-a well-a huh
Tell me more, tell me more
Did you get very far?
[Gals]Tell me more, tell me more
Like does he have a car?
[Danny]She swam by me, she got a cramp
[Sandy]He ran by me, got my suit damp
[Danny]I saved her life, she nearly drowned
[Sandy]He showed off, splashing around
Both]Summer sun, something's begun, but oh oh the summer nights
[Gals]Tell me more, tell me moreWas it love at first sight?
[Guys]Tell me more, tell me moreDid she put a fight?
[Danny]Took her bowling in the arcade
[Sandy]We went strolling, drank lemonade
[Danny]We made out under the dock
[Sandy]We stayed out 'till ten o'clock
[Both]Summer fling, don't mean a thing, but oh oh the summer nights
[Guys]Tell me more, tell me more
But you don't have to bragg
[Gals]Tell me more, tell me more
Cause he sounds like a drag
[Sandy]He got friendly, holding my hand
[Danny]She got friendly down in the sand
[Sandy]He was sweet just turned eighteen
[Danny]Well she was good you know what I mean
[Both]Summer heat, boy and girl meet, but oh oh the summer nights
Gals]Tell me more, tell me more
How much dough did he spend?
[Guys]Tell me more, tell me more
Could she get me a friend?
[Sandy]It turned colder - that's where it ends
[Danny]So I told her we'd still be friends
[Sandy]Then we made our true love vow
[Danny]Wonder what she's doing now
[Both]Summer dreams ripped at the seams, but oh those summer nights
[All]Tell me more, tell me more


The front part of the story is spoken in French, wait a little longer and the song will appear,
it's a musical afterall.
I remembered SMK Seafield sang this.
Such a cute song, kept repeating it.

♪TELL ME MORE, TELL ME MORE♪

It's just another usual day today, but i'm slightly happier, haha.
It's great walking side by side:)
Roadrun is tomorrow, shucks.
Long studying hours tomorrow, shucks!


♥
it is truly bogus!
it is truly melancholy!
it is truly despise!
it is truly short-lived!

Went to church yesterday, Noella invited us there. Fernanders, Zane and Eric went too.
I learnt alot, and also enjoyed the singing to worship Jesus.
A skit was put up, funny but enlightening.
Grace assembly of god is also rather charismatic, almost like CHC.
The people there were really great, they can talk to you regardless of any problems you encountered, made me want to go to church more often.-.-
I believe in this "Don't condemn others, and God won't condemn you. God will be as hard on you as you are on others! He will treat you exactly as you treat them."
Jesus loves us, yes he do.
I'm like a free-thinker la, i believe in all!
God is still god no matter which God he/she is.
Went to pay respect to grandma&pa just now. Its like a BIG family gathering.
Supposed to be fun, but @#&*^ i was insult again and again.
I knew i will get such comment when i see that cousin la. I know he's joking too, but darn, too much, seriously.
I haven't even get much food, he said i kept eating, insulted my size, made stories out of it, i was still laughing away. After that, I just couldn't control dropping tears because it got very irritating, i went away.
I have to prepare for more criticisms.

PHOTOS GRABBED FROM JACKLYN http://mission-archangel.blogspot.com for more.

Went to school to clear my doubts just now, i realised nobody went back to study today. I was pretty lonely.
Choir sopranos went for vertical & roadrun. I joined them for badminton.
I was on my way back when i saw the bb boys thanking their sec4s. It was Sean's turn, and his leader shouted like, "okay, you've passed out, your mom won't call me anymore. " I found it quite funny eh.

Mr neo told me bad news, tsk.
Unless i'm the confident kind for my studies, i wouldn't do well for MYE. Mainly because its too rush for us to go through sec3 topics.
Good luck, to myself.

Its really unpleasant to see all these happening, could we reverse time?


JUDGINGS AND STILL JUDGINGS.
So what if that whoever is fat,short,ugly, does it give anyone a right to criticise how she look. She just dont have that ideal personality you all have. Because you all just think you're perfect enough. LIFE'S REALLY, REALLY UNFAIR, BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE IS BORN BEAUTIFUL. JUST TELL ME, WHO DETEST BEAUTY. EVERYONE WANT TO HAVE IT, ITS WHETHER THEY'RE GIVEN OR NOT. Just like entering a new school, feeling so lost. If you're attractive, be it, pretty, handsome, adorable, you will get the attention. NO DOUBT, you will. What if you are fat, and ugly. YOU WILL get the same attention, in the bad way. THERE ARE MANY such so-called victims already. Just go blog hopping, you can see how people treat such "victims". What's with making a song which make that victim sound so entirely low-down? Do you really feel good joking at them being uncomparable to you? Or is it really still a joke? After i saw that so-called song you people wrote, it felt as if she really is a whore. Please, what faults did a student do that made you people call her this way. Its like as though she slept around with men, did she? NO. I believe if that whoever girl is a popular girl, well-liked, beautiful, you all will be so stuck up and wont even cause a harm to even her eyelashes.
This beauty thing is really reality. Even mediacorp broadcast TV series to prove such reality. Will there be a happy-ending to such victims?Merely a chance.
Life--so unfair.
Tell me, who is the actual cause of the whole thing? At times, i really prefer the socialism way of Mao Zedong's rule. EVERYONE will be EQUAL.
Same pay, blah, then there wont be competitions to affect our relationships between one another.
What's with the "...to build a DEMOCRATIC society, based on JUSTICE and EQUALITY, so as to achieve, happiness, prosperity, and progress for our nation..."?
Democratic, justice, equality? Laughs.
There's never of such, such words just slip off our mouth effortlessly every morning during flag-raising. Democratic, ha, so not true.
Justice? If there is righteousness, we wont have to be taught integrity to give a fair dealing.
Equality?We're even born to be different----some pretty/ugly, rich/poor, much more.
Who wants to be a victim?
No one!! I don't want!!
But reality is reality, it will happen to me someday, somehow, somewhat, somewhere!
why did i post about this huh?

MY COUSIN IS SINGING,
3 little tigers,
3 little tigers,
run very fast,
run very fast,
one have no ears,
one have no mouth,
very weird,
very weird..
annoyinggggggggggggg!

I realised that there are so many stupid cartoons showing now.
The jokes are funny but think about it, quite dumb
hahahaha.

Pig: hey, im the best pig on earth, vote for me! *talks to the crowd*
Barbarian: *picks pig up* this pig contains gold in him!! *throws pig to the crowd*
Crowd: *fight over the pig* THERE'S GOLD!!

Goodness, this was part of the funny cartoon.
quite funny huh! HAHAHA