There's currently good and bad news about myself.
Good one will be what Ronnie teacher sent me, yesterday night i received a sms from him saying that those angmohs wrote a letter to compliment my good service attitude. I was like WAH? At that moment, i really thought those angmohs have nothing better to do after shopping the entire sunday, they go home and write compliment letter. I replied," REALLY? lol." And guess what, i got back a reply,"of course not la, you think they nothing better to do is it." I was like, *chey*. To think i thought i really could be someone good in this society for once.
Bad news would be, hey, there's actually people hating me. Well, not exactly hating, but i felt that it was much more than hating alone. Who can be worse than one that treats you super nice in front of you then behind you, stabs you hardly. Yeah, you might tell me, "just let those people say all they want, don't care about them." Its easier to be said than be done. I want to clarify something right here, right now. Fernanders is not related to helping me in my studies, he've got nothing to do with the outcomes of my results, if you all doubt my abilities, come and say it to me, don't complain to other people. I really hope to know who are all these people that i thought were so nice. I know that you can never prevent someone from hating you, so how...
Overall, its all bad news, shucks.

WOH, it've been looong since i blogged.
I'm just back here today to praise the angmohs in Singapore. The best people you want to encounter will be angmohs and not singaporeans. Seriously, nothing beats observation.
I went to work yesterday despite having english common test today. It was a good deal, not money wise but effort wise. I regretted not bringing my books there to study. My task was rather simple and i added extra services to it because i'm really bored, i even smiled to the passengers, guide them to some ulu place which i don't even know how to go. All i did was point here and there, they nod their head and left. However, sitting on a bench for like 7 hours can be really tiring, your butt can ache. Yeah, really really regretted not bringing my books, i spend my time really staring into blank air with smoke of the cars of cse. The angmohs are really nice people, since they are nice, i shall call they caucasians?(i don't even know if i got the right spelling) Yeah, they will not run for any taxi they can see and try to stand in front of other people waiting for taxisso that they can get the taxis first. They asked me politely with a certain accent i can never imitate, "are you taking a taxi/cab?" So polite and gentle i can melt. I doubt singaporeans will do that and in fact, what i thought really happened. Haaa, me myself is a typical singaporean, that's why i know. Brandon came and took over my job from 8 till 11. I rushed home after that. Pretty good experience and a simpler task then my previous job that time. I even calculated how much i could earn in a month this way? 1400k, average pay. Let's aim for something higher,but like as if i can fulfil it.
I'm so tired now, tomorrow will be roadrun, argh:(
...

This will get rather childish, but
HEY
DON'T EVER LABEL ME UNDER THE SAME CATEGORY AS HER EVER AGAIN.
We're different, never will be the same, never was the same, and never can be the same.
Don't ever ask me this sentence, "Why are you like TITTITTIT?"

And wow,
sec ones are getting more daring than ever,
talking on the handphone openly in the school compound, haven't live life short enough i guess.

Everyday is so dull, there's no more colours to this life. I'm living a life of a dog because they can see no colour. I wonder how long can we all sustain?

And erm, history test tomorrow, shucks.

Don't think you idiots have relations with the gang people will make a big deal alright, you're just cowards that cannot handle problem on your own. Fancy chasing a girl by harrassing, you think she will like you? Please, looking at your white face scared her enough. Although white symbolises purity and virture, you're nothing of it. Who cares if you're more handsome than jay chou (haha,you'll never be), you're just some coward guy that gets help from people to protect your dignity. You can call your entire gang down to attack me, but you cannot deceive yourself, you're just one coward. One brainless guy that tries to snatch a girl away from her current boyfriend. Unfortunately, or should it be thankfully? You failed.

bye crocodiles.
*currently craving for food*

Eating grapes and wondering about what me and hannah thought just now. "The rain is getting heavier!" The rain weigh 10 tonnes? It was supposed to be a joke. lol
Somehow, when it came out from my mouth, its not a joke anymore.
We weren't allowed to drop to combined sciences. But i guess none of us care, by April, we are going to drop eh? Anyway, i'm blogging even though i'm damn tired. Lessons end after 5. If you want me to complain about the school? I got alot to say, right from the one on top. Olevels is bothering everyone single one of us in class. I hope that i was back to 3 years ago, leading a "carefree" life. Stay back for nothing after school and add on to the after-school atmosphere. That's what i did when i was a sec one, the trend goes on. I wonder if the school will become corrupted after this last batch of us now, which was under ms kok supervision leaves in months to come. As i say, months to come, its going to happen in like a wink of an eye.
Am i doing a reflection or something?
And, today was a long day indeed. I hate the idea of lessons after real lessons. But i like the idea of eating in class. Anyway, yeah, talked about bullying today. Mrs chow talked about it aloot of time, not perhaps not inspiring enough, it still happens! Anyway, EVERYONE is becoming a bully, including myself. I calling people names, i called Zawani, zawani, rasyidah, rasyidah, rebecca, rebecca. We should just stop doing that, calling names is bad and might cause unwanted emotional hurt to the other parties. I will never want to be in a shoe of the victim. I will go crazy, and join hannah and rasyidah in their whitehouses.
No further elaboration, shall go and pompom* now.





*pompom= bath
-.-


bye.

1G, 06/1/07?
HAHA, guess who is this? A popular guy(guess), wanted to post this since a long time ago.
GUYS, jonathan just jumped on time.
:o<-----------------?GIRLS malay boys and one extra that wanted to appear in all pictures.lol
1Genesissssssssss(:
1Gggggggggggggg:)
AND THAT WAS A HAHA,

LOOK AT DRAMYKHOR, SHE TWISS TOO.
I don't know, thats all i could upload, then everything got stuck. :(
I talked to Zawani brother just now, although i don't understand what he was talking about, i enjoyed every moment of it. It tempted me to want to have babies right now!
TESTS COMING UP..

Oh kanasai, studying is a PAIN in the BRAIN. Is it in? or for? My english is terrible.
Anyway, the whatever studying course is SOOO not helping.
My name turned out to be soo ugly when it came out from her mouth several times.
I promise its less than a hundred words.(don't bother to count)
I'll go mad.
I'm going to combined. Decision finaled, i supposed so.
How the hell am i going to score 13 for Os? Can i do it?
Whoa, i'm so scared, but about what?!?!?!
Because of these brain-poking things, i'm getting moodswings at home. When can i settle down and really think about what i want to be in the future.
DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT-----
HISTORY TEST TOMORROW, kanasai.
Oh, life is so kanasai!
I guess i'm back to being pessimistic to tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, on and on..
Wait, its pessismistic or pesismistic? OH! ENGLISH, i'm horrendous.
Forget it, i'm going to continue and be mad, oh, history.......................
Whoever said they wanted chapter 1, do you all know how tough it is?? There's so much to consider when it comes to Mdm Rozi asking us structured essay questions. Its not easy leh, someone... help, what can i do other than cry...

BACK. Yes, with pictures and updates. We just advised nicholas to do a blog, a proper blog with proper english. It might help him to express better in English then it will gradually improve *hope*. Began this morning with a weird line by Ganmin, "old people have saggy boobs, which made a W shape." All i could think was my grandma. She added on, "then with this W shape, they can flip their boobs to the back." :O!!! I CANNOT IMAGINE. Yeah, then simin updated me with a news about some rocket or perhaps a shooting star which i MISSED. It was supposed to be seen while i was having the orientation night in school. Its pretty colourful, green is the colour i remembered she said. It was on the sky for 10 SECS. Went back to class for lesson, anticipating to switch on those air-cons. Sadly, it cannot be turned on until 11.30am. Lessons went past slowly except for math. Kintoh, rachel and i sit together and rachel kept making us laughing during social studies. Oh! i didn't know mrs baljit set so many rules to abide. For EXAMPLE, no lying head on palms and elbows on tables. No playing with pens. That's basically what we loooveeee to do. The new studying environment is pretty cosy ONLY when we swtich on the air-con. Without the air-con, the block is really stuffy. Mr tang taught pure lit fine. Zawani, Hannah and I were lost because we didn't read the story, its not his fault, ha! Chemistry lesson was chaotic. And i haaattteeee it. 50 people squeezing in class. Its just links to the previous lesson we had on social studies, talking about overcrowding in a room and eventually links to over-population in Singapore. Hannah love the word "birth control". Yeah, Ms karasi have 8 other siblings, whoa, she belonged to that particular generation. I'm talking like she far, far older than us. BUT she's still very bubbly, yeah, like a bubble! I love maths lessons, be it, Emath, or Amath. I love Mdm siti, or hajar? She resembles zawani's mom, just sooo motherly. EHK, she does illegal things like we do. For EXAMPLE, buying of fried food. I just slipped it out. Yes, mrs baljit is a pretty good teacher, but i guess as time pass, i will start sleeping in her lessons. Its ONLY the first lesson today. Yeah, this day just went past. The hot topic today was talking about dropping to combined sciences or not. Yes, i guess i'm doing so. Had a chat with Mr Tan after school, zawani,hannah,rachel,fernanders, nicholas and i. Think about it, if they form a study group, fernanders can help zawani with science, and she can help her in english like she said. Results might be superb! However, zawani's strong english is not a one night thing, she got great foundation for language*jealous*. Then, we went to eat. I ate laksa(this information is not important to know i know). Rachel promoted netball to the 1G girls. Their pretty united leh, still stick together after school. *thumbs up* In a wink, Olevels will be just at your doorstep.(you are dumb if you wink) Argh, i think i don't play habbo already la. I got no comments how that game made me addicted to it, probably because i DID spend money in it. You can never make friends with them, they have their own cliques, can never mix in. So, why people like my sister want to be such an extra? She said this to me, "at least i'm better than you in habbo." And why do people get so stuck up in a game. Who knows what kind of a person you really are in habbo and reallife. You might just look freaking adorable in it, but think about it, everyone look just the same. In reallife, you're totally the opposite. I dress myself as a bunny inside, am i really a bunny in reality? *laughs* Its almost like money only counts in the world. Poor people like me get out of their world. Just get out and live our reality life where TRUE friends are. True friend who would not make friends with you because of your wealth but make friends with you because of the real you. Isn't it friend's definition? Yeah, went to fetch my brother just now. Walked past some aunties and uncles doing work-out. Well, they got me quite confused whether they are really exercising because some are actually wearing skirt, or even high heels.-.- They were so embarrassed doing weird stunts in front of passer-bys. Why am i saying this? What am i trying to link it to? Beats me.
Yesterday, i went to collect my christmas gift from the RC with irene, there were many westwoodians there. I met chaulong, zhizhong, Junjie, Junjie, Karin, Stanley, and more. We took pictures with Dr Amy Khor. Erm, Irene, Junjie, the girl that got first in level for Sec2 last year and me! Then, we met karin and all later and we went up to take pictures with Dr again! She actually did TWISS with us. It was so sparstic on stage, the 5 of us and Dr Amy Khor did twiss together, upload the sparstic picture when i have it. I was the only one craving for buffet there. FREE food leh! Maomaos love to get free stuffs, even walking on the street of orchard road. Free pads also take. Yeah, then went KFC to talk crap, then i got stanley to help me in my amath in mac.
Allelujah, i ended, sorry for typing errors, i bet there are alot. I'm hurrying to do my amath homework but i happily left my textbook in school.
No pictures again today, I was about to finish putting them up and one click and everything is gone, so forget it!!
BYE.

Back from the sec one orientation camp. YEAAAAAH.
Its like the first time i really got angry, pissed off and fustrated.
It is also the first time i get myself so involve in a class i don't belong to.
The very first day i step into 1Gggggggggg, i was afraid that they won't get along,
but i was wrong, wrong, wrong!
Shaun, Jonathan, Irene and I took 1Ggggg.
They are like the best class i ever entered. Only 3 days and they can work together. They really deserved the prizes they got.
Certain people already caught my attention on the first day, yes, derrick.
He's a very enthusiastic boy and i guess its because of his nonsense, it brought his class to be more "together". I don't see a single person that is rebellious enough to NOT cooperate. Or even anyone that show attitude or anything. Except that the guys are too playful, they tend to take my words as something NOT important. Its either i just keep quiet or i shout at them. Most of the times, shout. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Lose my voice today, cse i ate chocolate on the way home yesterday(somehow my dinner).
But it came back today again-.-
There's soooo much happening in school for the past few days that made me very happy!
I remembered that when i was sec one, i haaaattttttteee discussion for noticeboard decorations, i haaaaaaaatttteeeee discussion for campfire performance. Seriously, i haaaaattteee it. Now, its my turn as a fascillitator to give suggestions for them. I said, i haaaattteee it. 1G loves trees, i don't know why. Maybe because 1GREEN. 1GRASS? The tree turn out beautiful. I told them to do paper colladge(how to spell-.-) Then i helped in painting the trunks. Added some weird animals in, jonathan drew a SERIOUS birdie and i drew one cartoon one. Then hannah did the flying squirrel, very cute, must take a look. Then Mrs lee wanted them to add, snakes, rabbits and stuffs. I thought they can win leh, but they didn't, pretty sad uh.
For the campfire item, its freaking braincracking. I came up with this "markers" thing for them.
The emcee missed out the story plot so the story was a question mark, all the audience could see was the transformations.
[Dear farah, please do not feel sad about it because you are great. When i was sec one, i don't even dare to really talk to my fascillitator!I won't even think of becoming an emcee, even until now, being a sec4.]
YEH. Shaun was a ladies' magnet. I'M SERIOUSSS. For the games, 1G did great, they were really determined to win, win, win. And they did win, win, win. I was at the caterpillar station trying my best to communicate with them making them cheer for their own classmates competing. This is when i started getting pissed off. 1H, 1E,1A,1G, i think i took this 4 class for my line. THEY WERE FANTASTIC. Gradually, they cheered for their classmates. 1H guys were smart i must say. However, some people just got me and jianyang reallllyyy pissed. Right, i was unhappy, and during the telematches, some 1G people saw me .... Those people are really adorable. They told me "Tell me why you ..... if not i dont win the game!" Lol, at times, i really got cheered up by 1G. Other than games, there were is night kidnap. Yes, i expected screaming. HAHAHA. Police came of cse, lol. (As usual, the residents loveeeee to complain to people in blue/black) I must say, the group of 1G i took were really enthusiastic about the game. They were fast as well. Derrick told me, "like amazing race leh, so fun!' Yeah, soo fun i have to run around with them !! Its tiring man... But they won lah, 1G2 got first, then 1G1(the one i took) got second. Sooo happy for them!! I still don't understand why the school is soooo budget. Those poor sec ones only could drink like half a cup of milo for supper. HALF, tsk.
I can see the class really working together, be it noticeboarding decorating, playing games or even cheering. Yeah! talk about cheering, we made them jump for the banana cheer, so adorable!!
I remember this time when yongkuang and shanheng were fighting to tell out each others' secrets, for shanheng is because he drool, yk i dont know. (shanheng, tell me!!!!!!!)
Rebecca, Simin, Kelly and Caroline wrote us a letter which really touched me. Really:)
I'm sorry about me teaching the folkdance on stage, i know i suck in that.
Yeah, didn't really sleep for the first night cse i'm lazy to fold my sleeping bag the next day :X So i slept without blanket or anything, just a sweater. SOOO cold i could barely sleep for 3Hrs. The debrief ended late, so most of us either slept little, or did not sleep. This made us pretty fustrated the next day.
Oh yeah, i guard boys toilet at night to protect the guys man. (its actually girls using the guys toilet, too many girls in this school than boys, girls rule) It's finally over, and i'm back to my real world, going to face Olevels this year. Its unbelievably fast, although we have to believe it. I slept till 1pm today.

the end(not really the end cse i got pictures to post, but IM TIRED now.)