It have been long since i last updated.
Today, i'm gonna talk about someone who can be also named as a, bastard.
B A S T A R D.
In simple term, someone that you don't have to respect.OR, to be referred as a male dog.
(Oh, its so bad to do that, every human got a right to be respected)
But oh too bad, he don't respect others, so who cares about his pride.
Let me ask everyone, the definition of an idiot is??
If i don't know what is an idiot, am i called idiot? YES.
But if i mixed up the meaning of DEFINITION and EXAMPLE, tell me what's that called?
Idiot? NO,
perhaps, worse that that.
Why am i so harsh?
Because some people just need someone to tell them right at the face.
"You're freaking act cute and desperate, and please check the meaning of a gentleman in the dictionary, don't have one, go to the library."
Oh, so saying "freaking" is acting cute?
Then i shall act cute more.
And tell me, posing in pictures with a tongue stick out, OR give some pathetic BLUR face, and worst still, a MAN is doing that. TELL ME, is it called acting cute??
Or is he really cute?
And talk about gentleman,
you don't have to open a car door, pull the chair seat for the lady, take your hat and bow to be called a gentleman.
Do you know the least a man can do to own some respect from a girl?
The very least; refrain from saying FUCK OFF.
Say it once, "forgiven"
say it twice or more.
YOU should fuck off then.
Or rather, should you mention about losing virginity at your bloody age?
When i said "might as well not get married" , do all men link it to virginity?
Perhaps only you.
And yeah, what is a man when they ask for breakup fee.
a shim?(mixture of she and him)
Wait, think about it, when a man and woman gets divorced, do the man ask for money pathetically?
Maybe in this scenerio, yes.
Maybe for this particular man, yes.
From now on, let's call him a woman.
I'M UNFUCKING EVEN TO DOGS?
:o!
tell me the meaning of this will you?
And, please explain, UNMATURE, wait a minute, isn't it IMmature?
*shakes head*
Can't even get your english right, you want to learn thailand language, do you seriously want to disgrace thailand?
Oh, you disgrace all guys in this entire human gender.
When you want a girl, you become angelic and the gentleMAN i've mentioned.
When you want to ditch her, damn, you became a devil, and a violentSHIM.
Picking a fight that you will lose. And calling your friends to help you beat someone up.
Do you think your friends are like you? Do you even think all guys are like what you said to me, think dirty?
Only know fuck and virgin in their dictionary?
Yes, no one wants to be my boyfriend, so???
Unlike you who pretends you're well-liked by girls, and who cares if you got a girlfriend, do you need to announce it to me?
Yeah, boys don't like me so what.
Lastly, HOW DO YOU KNOW IM UNFUCKING ?
GO and learn more things to scold me rather than only caling me chicken, dog or whatever.
My purpose is to let your thailand sweetheart know what kind of a person you are.
It was a fun fight to me, but all you can tell me is absurd stuffs i guess you don't even know why you said it.
So yeah, BYE.
(with gratitude to my editor)

DOHA GAMES 2006
I watched the doha games for a few nights already. I learnt about it ever since i missed that crime show i'm dying to watch. Well, its okay, watching those games are pretty exciting too. No, not exactly, its only exciting when singapore is competing!
I thought singapore swimmers got no hope because they didn't win any until yesterday. I noticed that china always take the middle lane while korea and japan will go side by side china. Surprisingly, THEY are always the winner. On the other hand, singapore and some unknown counties always take the corners.
So, when this girl, Jocelyn Yeo took lane 6 if i can remember, so its around the middle lane. She got 2 china woman beside her, does that gave her pressure? Sure did. Yeah, i was cheering like a mad chimpanzee for her! That dumb camera man just seem to take china and japan. And the result is obvious what, china and japan clinched gold,silver,bronze. Bloody hell. Jocelyn took fourth, pleasing enough:) I look at the scoreboard , she was 2 seconds away!! Well, 2 seconds IS alot in such race. Nevermind, Li Tao got a gold for... i forget which section. She is a foreign talent, we all cannot deny that. But she eat, sleep, and work in singapore, so even though she's born in china(that guy mentioned in the broadcast. Its like, it will make people think that her genes are not from singapore, its nothing be glorious about), she is representing us! Plus, i feel so proud when she sang the national anthem which i didn't sang for months, but nevermind i will sing it for the entire year next year. Singapore have fed her and gave her great opportunities to soar for the nation. Well done, Li tao or Tao li!
Hmm, then for the male section, i got no mood, they got no armpit hair, can't even see black dots. Must they shave them off? No need to say, china won again la.
Though china can win for most asean games, i doubt they can in olympics, there are western powers!
Hmmm, looking at Lili play badminton inspires me! She's my idol. She's terrific, she's the woman! Her match with Taipei is whoa, exciting. From the position of sitting, i changed to squatting, then standing! 3 matches, she won 2. Go Lili!!
Yeah, but she gave a few balls away to her opponents maybe because she's tensed. Whenever its matchpoint, i don't know why, all players get so tensed! hmmm
Then there was Xing Aiyin, pretty adorable:D She looks young too, i thought she was fantastic, but she lost to korea's dont know what name. But that korea lady is pretty:D It was indeed a tensed match.
Then there was this weight lifting competition for girls, CHINA WIN AGAIN la, i think, i didn't finish watching it. Her first attempt shot up to 176KG(imagine how big her size is!) While the other ladies 3rd attempt only reached to 148KG. Did i say only? Its alot already! I wonder if they give me a punch, where will i fly to?
I also watched the volleyball match between a dont know what country and japan. Figure? okok la, quite good. But i cannot spot any pretty girls yet, they are sports athelete, so the muscles don't appear at places where it should be to make them have a hourglass figure. Especially gymnastic girls. I want to watch a gymnatics competition, it will be sooo exciting!
All the matches were pretty nice, except the badminton match between hongkong and singapore doubles. Super irritating! Why must they go HA! and make stupid noises whenever they score? They want to wake the whole world up during midnight here is it? Must they give a smirk and a handsign that go yes! Well, its a friendly fight, singapore won if i did not recall wrongly.
Another one is china against hongkong. That's more noisy la. I'm sorry to say that both the table tennis china girls looked arrogant. Maybe they are? They won, so i've got nothing more to say. They've got ability so sideviewers like me should shutup probably.

"DOHA" games of us.
I was happily in my dreamland. I was a rich taitai inside, not exactly taitai, but i was rich!!! (*slap, a dream! wake up melissa) Yeah, jingjing called me and i'm back to a poor life. I cannot really utter words so i told my sis to talk to her. Yeah, settled, badminton today at 12pm.
I went and yeah had a great game.
It was 2pm and time was up. 3 young boys, waylen, darren and jerome came. They are the PROS! Yeah, young pros. Leonard and Nelson were senior pros. They had a match, an exciting one. Then kintoh and i had a match with waylen and darren. Yeah la, i was trashed terribly. They give us 10 points bonus somemore leh, cse i'm a girl! but so what? we still lost. Kintoh went one with a one on one with them.
Oh, how can i missed something deadly important out?! (not deadly important la, but i just want to complain!!)A group of 4 girls,4 boys came and took another court. Before that, Leonard and Nelson were playing. I heard comments from those sparstic shits about L and N. I kept quiet at first. After we went to another corner, Nigel whispered, "CB! they say we laoya!" Then i was like,"you heard that too, they said that L and N right hand very laoya." They also said that L&N don't know how to smack. Pretty annoying. Actually we chose to ignore but when we see them play, i feel like banging the wall. Should i say, worse than my sister who hardly play badminton? And those girls, are oh my goodness auntie-like. Yeah, they had a fight among themselves, it was so funny and loud! I asked them for a match, kintoh said that i can easily trash them. I'm like the lousiest among our group! The girls rejected my request for 7 times, bloody hell. I told them a million times, i sing, i don't play badminton. But in the end, jingjing asked and she only asked once, they agreed! WTH? I'm so useless. JJ and i played against them. At first we lost, i was going to cry. Then i went on a one on one with their "teacher" as they said. I WON!!! Hmm, they don't even know the rules of a proper badminton game they want to critisize others which is AT LEAST better than them. Although i won, it was a tiring match, especially when it comes to the match point, i don't know what's wrong with me, i become damn nervous. Leonard and Waylen pointed out that she touched the net with that smack. WAHAHA! and she did it several times. Want to act to smack only. I continued 3 games at a go(going to die already), next game with licheng against 2 guys. Won again, i feel that we teamed well:D Thanks licheng, she gave me encouragement! Unlike Nigel that bastard that only jeer us. Then ruzhen, jingjing and licheng played with 3 of their girls while the other one slacked and do what?!?! LOOK AT BOYS. WHICH BOYS? I shall name them out. "Nelson, Leonard, Kintoh, Umar, Waylen" HAAA, no nigel. (so he's not classified under handsome la) She's the most idiotic pervert i've ever seen. She took their pictures. WTH? And i can't believe it, a guy took their pictures secretly too. EEEEE... So i went to disrupted and blocked Nelson while she's taking. What a pervert! Yeah, i can't believe they were soo arrogant after they lost! Well, the 3 girls won our 3 girls and the pink colour shorts kawaii cutie(puke) say that its "DANG RAN LA!" Which means like of cse they will win. Licheng and i joined powers and beat them again. Kintoh and Waylen trashed them as well. When i helped umar asked for a match with them. They replied me, "NO!" Its not a simple no. Its like in her mind, "you all are not as good as me one la, win a little bit only, i'm just not prepared!" See her "cutie-pie" face i want to smack like a shuttlecork.
Anyway, thanks for listening to my complain, yeah, i complain alot.
(You're welcome.)
Yeah, my arm hurts. I got blisters too. But i learnt alot in playing sports too. I don't have skills so i need determination. My weakest point is that i'm afraid of smack. Very frightened that i will scream la. BUT i will learn, wack and smack me more everyone! Don't smack wrong place can already. Just like in books, i'm not smart(obviously!) so i need hardwork. Sigh!! I can really feel the tensity when i played just now, it's like, "i dont want to lose to you, these arrogant people!" I'm sure when i lose i will cry looking at how they discouraged the opponents and scream for their friends. And, i feel like i'm playing DOHA just now, AHAHAHA
(wake up la, melissa)
Fine, i'm not up to standard AT ALL.

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She's a great blogger who express whatever she wants to say. If she hates A, she will heck care and write it in her blog. Her straightforward character got her to become the 83rd blogger in the WORLD. She's very good in photoshop skills as well so yeah, reading her blog should be interesting. If you still don't know who she is, she is Wendy Li from GIRLS OUT LOUD. Yeap, she got famous from her wonderful blog.
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Recently, was it recently? Maybe long time ago, this lady came up. Her name is Dawn Yang. I'm impressed by her beauty indeed. But i doubt people look at her blog for her blog. They look at her blog for her pictures. She got the hottest blogger claim. Well, yeah, her face is gorgeous. But Wendy is the ultimate blogger la, she's really direct which i'll make her my idol for that. Dawn Yang's blog is mostly of her, her pictures, nothing much special. Yup, made my point here, so people, don't compare them la!
You want to see pictures of a babe? Go to Dawn yang's
You want to see nice blog entries? Go to Wendy Li's


BYEBYEBYE.

Went for a bowl yesterday, a bowl with cheryl,yongkuang,lionel, boonyik, cheinyie, junhao, jianyang, youzai, edmund,yongkuang,jacklyn, jeremy,crystal. That bowl of pinballs were great. We had fun, didn't we? I was late, very very late. Mom dragged me to flatten my hair, yes, flatten. Tsk, i'm always late for everything. I cannot bowl well, but most of them strike aloot of times, power! We took a train back together then we split into 2 groups, one to lot1 and one to raffles for prata mania again! On the trains, jacklyn and crystal are just like paparazzi taking pictures of the two couples, or shall i say, VERY CUTE couples. They are very funny:D Well, with the power of "durian"( the esplanade), 30 seconds of happiness sparked! It was fantastic, just as though i was watching fireworks going kabam!kaboom! celebrating for new years day! (great imagination^^). I didn't see that though, it happened behind our backs. Very well, it STILL happen:D OH! and also, the first time in my life, i experience a bus breakdown, super cool! Uh, then we got complimentary tickets for the next ride.
Its definitely not those pratas that caused my sorethroat. Those pratas were amazing! I never knew there were such thing as mushroom pratas or onion pratas or even BANANA pratas! Its super tasty, perhaps the best prata in singapore and some say batam.
Today, we went to visit lionel. Looking at those teeth, it helped me answer why i didn't want to go for wisdom teeth operation myself. I shall wait until it get decayed then jolly well have no choice to pluck them off. Look at those big wisdom teeth. And, HE GOT INJECTED WRONGLY AS WELL. I hope nurse from our generation will make better nurses. Hmmmm, he taught me a little of guitar, im going to restring that string that yk cut off later and LEARN! There's so many things i want to do. Sky diving! Sky gliding! Bungee jumping! Diving! Snorkelling! Water skiing!
And OOO, I just realised that doing bungee jumping and cause you to lose 5 years of your life. 5 YEARS, you can spent it happily with your beloved. So, skip that bungee jumping. And, HICCUP can shorten your life as well. Imagine, there's so many things you cannot do, and have to avoid.
I ate beef noodle, for $3.50. Freaking small bowl. Cy and Jy ate something noodles, such a big pot for $4. Walao, i should have bought those pathetic beef noodles with balls. Yeah, my throat is painful, kind of. Luckily there was the herbal drink and strepsils, thanks guys. Oh yeah, i ate ice-kacang! YUMMY. Next, will be icecream!!!(no wonder you are so fat la, melissa)
Mom ordered me to clear my notes and books, YES, ORDERED. BUT, there's nothing i can clear, its alllllll important for next year.
Now now,
reflections time;
Relationships are stupid things that we shouldn't and i meant shouldn't get into when its ONE SIDED LOVE. Its definitely blissful when both are in love, then will there be much problem being possesive? No,no. Or maybe yes, its best when both male and female have enough trust for each other. Being a side viewer, one incident disappointed me. I thought they won the best couple award. They are as close as UHU glue, or even more stickier than that. They are the love birds that got rare feathers. Very much compatible as well. Suddenly, the UHU glue becomes some cheap ones that cannot stick! Their award trophy broke into pieces, so many pieces that you can never sweep them up. Those feathers got plucked away by a hunter(crap). Yeah, its just, suddenly, everything is gone. Its worst when the guy which is supposed to be a GENTLEMAN. All guys are suppose to be while some are shockingly NOT. That retarded rooster claim his golden eggs back. Walaoeh, what a rooster, what a man!(I'm like saying a story but indirectly). So, poor hen, poor hen, duped after laying a million eggs. The rooster's found another sexier chicken. Humph, what does this link to anyway? What the crap am i talking about. Do you know? As i say, one sided love is heartbreaking, is mindcracking. Its the worst thing on earth. Never be possesive, you will make the other party hate you more, and i mean HATE. If he/she avoids you, means, "HELLO, you got NO chance." If he/she don't avoid you, don't be idiotic and go into believing that you got a chance which you know YOU DON'T!
Some just kept on saying, "i love him/her so much, its driving me nuts!""I miss him/her so much, i cannot stop thinking of her!" Before you say anything about love, do you even know what's love. Seriously, i don't know. Its a kind of electricity to me. Nevermind, im not expert, i never understand. But seriously, better not get over affected over this stuffs.:)
Habbo update;
hey look! i'm a HC! I'm dancing, WOOHOO






me and jasman dancing duck funk!
its easy to spot me, i got obvious big ears!










Going out with Maomaos next thursday, to a special place, the library! lol:)
YAHOO!.com.sg
Lastly, i'm so happy!! I'm no longer constipated.
Yes,,,,
I express, everything. HERE.
I got tagged by Lina, the riotte girl. lol
**IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU
-Cry: yeah
Worn jeans: No, i hardly wear it
-Met someone: yeah, a few!
-Done laundry: nope. haaa
-Went hungry: yes, im hungry forever.
-Talk on the phone: not really.
**DO YOU BELIEVE IN
-Yourself: at times.
-Your friends: more than myself.
-Tooth fairy: i shall try and lure it out one day
-Destiny/fate: yes!
-Ghost: yes:(
-UFO: there was evidence of it yeah?
**FRIENDS AND LIFE
-Do you ever wished you had another name: nope.
-Do you like anyone: nope.
-Which of your friends act most like you: who knows?
-When you cried most,who was there: my mom
-What's the best feeling in the world: i received a million dollars out of nowhere
-What is the worst feeling in the world: fail my exams?
-What time is it now: 9.50am
**WHICH IS BETTER
-Chocolate Or Vanilla:Chocolate!
-Coke Or Pepsi: coka cola
-Love Or lust: love
**Layer four your pick
-Mac Or KFC: the cheaper one.
-Single /Group dates: any.
-Adidas Or Nike: adidas. lol
-Lipton tea Or Nestea: lipton.
-Cappucino or coffee: any:D
**Layer five do you
-Smoke: NO WAY!!
-Curse: yeah. LOL
-Take a shower: nono, i didn't shower for 15 years already
-Have a crush: no, im abnormal!
-Think you've been in love: what's love?
-Like school: when it is exams free.
-Want to get married: yeah, a few times somemore. (kidding)
-Believe in yourself: i will, at times.
-Think you're a health freak: noo..sigh
**Layer six in the past month
-Drank alcohol: many months ago
-To the mail: -.-?
-Been on stage: yes -.-
-Eaten sushi: nope.
-Been dumped: no.
-Gone skating: nope,i hope to.
-Dyed your hair: nope
**Layer seven have you ever
-Played a stripping game: HAHA, thats funny!
-Changed who you were to fit in: yeah, act kiddish
**Layer eight getting old age
-You're hoping to get married: maybe?
-I love: the world!
-I feel: terrible.
-I hide: my ribcage,my lungs,
-I miss: ahhui the baby!
-I need: good results, motivation.
***Seven people to do this:
1.Zawani
2.Rasyidah
3.Hannah
4.Jianyang
5.Yongkuang
6.Jiekai
7.Jacklyn

END

the highlight: the bumper car that only know how to go round and round its own axis, made the whole crowded laughed like mad.





































































I'm back! Oh yes, back from Genting.
Was it fun?
What do you think?
For 5 days 4 nights, i think nothing about homework, i play and shop until i don't wish to go home. Okay, i thought about homework, at night. It caused me to have sleepless 4 nights. I haven't really touched my holiday assignments!! Then.. OLEVEL is next year, imagine, how fast is it!! I cannot adapt back now, i'm growing pimples!
Okay, i swear i didn't take alot of pictures there this time. Well, actually, i don't have time to. I was dragged by this little girl everywhere. She would tug her arms around mine and go on saying, "jiejie, do you want to play corkscrew, we go and play corkscrew ok??!" Yes, this sentence went on and on for 5 days 4 nights. I'm scared, i told her a million times!!
For my experience in Genting, paying those blinking cash into the themepark is just wasting money for me. I play stupid stuffs inside right. TEACUP.THE STUPID FLYING ELEPHANT. SOME DUMB FLYING CAR THAT GOES ROUND AND ROUND. MERRY-GO-ROUND. DINOSAURLAND. Maybe something more exciting, the spinning chair. THAT'S ALL. I'm stupid, that's it. BUT this time, I TOOK CORKSCREW, CYCLONE, FLYING DRAGON. Its freaking scary, roller coaster leh!!
Well, thanks to that little girl for irritating me and caused me to go, "okay la okay la." I don't know where to begin. My mum just went gambling while the rest of the kids play. There are quite a few of us. But i didn't really play with them, just have dinner together every night. I tried being friendly, but it was difficult when you get rejected, this leads me to think about getting into a new school, when i go into a poly or jc in a year to come, how am i going to make friends? "Hi, my name is melissa, will you be my friend?" Quite weird, i will never say that. But , i made a friend while playing the roller coaster, haha. Her name? No idea. Her school? Queensway Sec. Her age? 13. Her stay? Jurong east! Wha a good friend i am...knowing only this little details. We screamed the loudest together during the ride, haha. Good, that's one friend i finally made there. I tried making others by smiling, all i get was facing that went "is that girl mad or what, i know her? why she smile to me, sparstic."
Everyday was cold and great. I did not see a single fly or lizard or even any insects during the 5 days. Superb!! And i get to eat fastfood every lunch. Maybe because its cheaper there. BUT, FASTFOOD= FATS. Yeah, i bet i grew fatter. For most of the dinners, we went to the mushroom farm, not to have mushrooms:D
I met this little fellow there, someone i missed so much. Any way, please visit the mushroom farm there for dinners, get contact card from me:D I got many here, i was told to advertise. There are 2 restaurant there, just go to anyone, don't follow the crowd. Never follow the crowd. I remembered once when i went to eat chakuayteow in singapore. Mom went to line up for the one with the longest queue. I THOUGHT it would taste fantastic, i THOUGHT. Then, it turned out worse than the chakuayteow in gekpoh. Expensive somemore leh! So, back to the point, for the 5 days, i see the 2 stall owners fighting for customers, both stalls taste the same, but mom still prefer to...FOLLOW THE CROWD. I've been eating in restaurant A and the lady boss or restaurant B came and talked to me, and we chatted. Then, before i left, she handed me a namecard of her restaurant. The next time i visit mushroom farm, i continued eating in restaurant A, the ladyboss stared at me, i really hid from her most of the times. This is when 2 restaurants fight and you're the customer.
I go shop hunting at night, and i prefer to go shopping at night MYSELF. Shopping with mom breaks my heart, she just keep on buying and buying, yes, i benefit from it too, but i don't buy happily. Yeah, she won money and we spent, so in this way, we didn't have profit either. Met several westwoodians there, haha.
Who says there's nothing to shop there? 5 days is still not enough for me, maybe because i'm a budget shopper, its really breaks my heart when i buy things, but when it comes to food, I can just give you all the money. How i wish things would be free on this earth. I calculate every single thing converted to sing' dollars.
And, i became the boldest idiot ever to visit the pontianak adventures!!! i paid 18RM. 18 alright! which is 6 singapore dollars. I expected some thing realllyyy scary, like some ghost grabbing you from the back, or grabbing your legs? I was really scared the moment i entered the tree, its scary when you know that there's a human in there and you cannot communicate with him/her. I spoke my best english but it still didn't work. Yeah, went up and the ADVENTURE begin. The vampire welcome us. Was it a welcome? I was really afraid of vampires, those chinese ones, with the tail behind the head and hop hop hop everywhere? He couldn't speak english too! URRGGHH.Then, luckily there was 3 bangala men. They changed my impression of bangala workers. They helped us through the way. I was so scared i kept on grabbing laureline's shirt she thought it was someone else trying to scare her. The thing is, i have to walk past that big tree most of the times, those attendants WILL take the head and pop it in from of me. I remembered last year, i got scared till i ran and cry, they literally ran after you.
I watched happy feet and some mission impossible live show there. Paid 40RM to watch something boring, as in those stuns they did were fabulous but i hate the dancing parts, those ladies were sexy. That's the word. Maybe i detest the show because i'm jealous of their marvellous figure? Their shirt, OKAY, not shirt, perhaps they are wearing bra?! It seems like its gonna drop anytime. Its definitely not a kids show, my brother spend 40RM to go in and..SLEEP. Sleep, that's it. Urgh, it's not a very comfortable place either!
I can't remember much, i'll stop if not i'll keep on commenting. Oh yeah, the coach.. WAS TERRIBLE. It look glamourous, but i cannot find a good position to sleep. Beats me why? When i was returning back to singapore, jianyang they all called and said that the school was on fire. Not exactly the school, but the rubbish dump area. I hope i was there, it would be so exciting to use a fire extinguisher!
My brother bought a DS, i was so angry i cried. I hate him spending money, not because i'm jealous that i cannot spend them, i DON'T WANT TO spend them. I was hoping to receive a letter that will be the best christmas present ever. But, it didn't came. It didn't...:(

THE END OF THE LONG GRANDMOTHER STORY.
talking about story, i haven't done my reading list.